I felt like I need to do this. 100 things about myself good or bad or weird.
1. I love the fact that I have blue eyes.
2. I feel like characters in movies and books are portraying scenes from my life.
3. My favorite band is Modest Mouse.
4. My favorite color has always been purple since I was three.
5. I like the fact that I've been reading books constantly since I was young.
6. Fox and the Hound was always my favorite Disney Movie.
7. Sometimes I get overwhelmed because I have too many favorite books.
8. I sometimes think I will fail at being a writer.
9. I love apple sauce,always have.
10.I believe I've met my soul mate and I'm terrified.
11.I love white chocolate.
12.I'm always upset about how I look,I wish my image hadn't been warped at a young age.
13. I pretend my sister and I are twins, it makes more sense.
14. I regret throwing parts of my life away on recreational drugs and undeserving guys.
15. I feel overwhelmed when I'm clothes shopping,like everyone might find the one thing that i want so badly.
16. I'm constantly dying my hair because my natural color is the same as my dad's and it makes me upset.
17. I've always loved broccoli.
18. I'm so afraid to die, when I think of the concept I always tend to cry.
19. I'm a terrible cook.
20. I always tend to yell in fights and I hate it.
21. I lie sometimes for no reason.
22. I wish I had more money.
23. I get bored with things very easily.
24. I always tell my boyfriend I cry so much because I have blue eyes,too much water.
25. I'm afraid to fly in planes, I always picture it crashing..my name in the head lines.
26. I think my mom will always resent me and my choices.
27. Sometimes I feel like all of my family left on a rainy day, and never came back.
28. I hate it when people chew with their mouth open.
29. I love chick-fila sandwichs.
30. I hate living in Orlando, I can't wait to move.
31. I wish I had a real job, instead of one where i sell useless products.
32. My favorite song is "It Ain't me Babe" by Bob Dylan
33. I can tell my boyfriend really loves me by the way he looks at me,our looks are identical.
34. I used to love tomato soup, now I can't stand it.
35. I wish I had more photo albums.
36. I think I'm a fabulous dancer.
37. I really don't care about my father and I resent his new family.
38. I love the fact that my boyfriend and I lost our virginity to each other.
39. I miss my freckles, they've all blended in.
40. I've always had an old soul, I was reading Bukowski at age 14.
41. I love watching re-runs,I don't care how many times I've seen it.
42. I wish my parents were truly happy.
43. I love classical music.
44. I want more tattoos in the future.
45. I love seeing movies in IMAX theaters.
46. I'm proud of myself for being so strong during trying times.
47. I always feel like I'm struggling financially and it makes me have anxiety.
48. I hate doing the dishes.
49. I can't believe I will be 20 years old in 3 weeks.
50. I always want new journals.
51. I tend to not talk about my problems and when I do it's overload pent up frustration.
52. I like the idea of trying to be sexy but I feel like i will always be too "cute"
53. I want to get married in the next 3 years.
54. I'm very easy going and can be a real pushover.
55. I'm always trying to see myself through others eyes...what do i look like?!
56. I used to have a metal retainer to sraighten my teeth when i was younger, I don't think they're that much straighter.
57. I love chai tea.
58. Whenever I watch Titanic I always think Jack and Rose are real people.
59. I love dressing up, I wish there was more occasions throughout the year to do so.
60. My favorite animal is a lamb.
61. I like playing card games when drinking.
62. I love big cities like London and San Francisco.
63. I want a smart car.
64. My favorite meal is breakfast, though i rarely eat it.
65. I want a dog so it will always pay attention to me.
66. I resent old friends for the wounds they've left me.
67. I feel like every romantic relationship I had until my current one were lackluster, full of deceit and naivety.
68. I push myself away from people purposefully.
69. I love my pink glasses.
70. I miss all of my old possessions that I left behind.
71. It makes me nervous knowing my family has cancer history.
72. I love the smell of new and old books, you can't get much better than that.
73. I love ice cream.
74. I hope I will do well at UCF.
75. I love packing for trips.
76. I love showing off my ring from Will.
77. I hate when people suck up to me.
78. I don't feel like I have to be fake to anyone anymore.
79. I hate the use of hard drugs, they have destroyed too many of the people I loved.
80. I can't wait until Will and I live on our own.
81. I still hate my step-father.
82. I roll my eyes way too much.
83. I hate doing laundry.
84. I'm a bargain shopper.
85. I love to swim.
86. I get annoyed easily.
87. I think my friends are hilarious.
88. I think I will always prefer vodka as my drink of choice.
89. I have trouble erasing my past, it haunts me and makes me reevaluate my life.
90. I think people expected more from me.
91. I love lingering kisses.
92. My favorite place I have been is San Francisco.
93. I wish I had grown up during the 60's and 70's.
94. I've never really liked cookies.
95. I think my writing and poetry is not too bad.
96. I hate a bland room.
97. I have hope in Obama.
98. I like that I've always been pale.
99. I hate driving on the highway.
100. I love myself.
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